Haiis ,
Sick this few days ..
Haven't been eating and sleeping good ,
Almost drunk again yesterday night .
Was on th phone with her .
Keep asking her go sleeep she dosen't want to .
Then i ask her not to seek for th reocrding .
She wanna hear it .
I'm trying to get it now ,
But i dont know whether to let her hear anot .
I fearr much .
Hais ,
Nothing to post already .
Siian .

Takecare's all .

2nd post - at home now .

Haiis , saw her just now .
I really dont know what to do .
She said she dont' wanna hurt me .
But does she knows that she's hurting me every moment .
Haiis ,
Then yesterday night drinking .
Barcardi 1889 .
7/8 cups of tar and i'm drunk.
Lols
Causes alot of trouble .
I spurt out alot of things in my heart.
There were even recordings of it .
While listening to every word i said ,
Yea , i laugh out aloud ,
But i'm crying deep inside .
I dont blame them if they record ,
Even if words spread around ,
I think its all my just dessets .
But i hope ,
All those that have th recordings of me when i'm drunk,
Kindly dont ever let her get hold or listen to it .
I dont wanna break a couple up since they are happy tgt .
Lasty , Guoping , i owe you one .
Thanks , takecare's guy ,

Blogging at Mervyn house now .
Stayed overnight there .
Drank barcardi with Guoping &.Wilson.
Mervyn and Dylon dnt wanna drink .
Hahas . i'm DRUNK! lolols .
The way they told me what happan when i drunk .
Sibeh funny . And i vomited 2 times siol .
I also vomit white foam .
Haiis . They also told me i said many things about her .
They also told me that i cry .
I feeel so fucking useless .
And , thanks Guoping for taking care of me when i'm drunk .
(Not gonna reveal what happen)
Hahaas . reallly moody ytd .
Now wake up still feeeling sehseh .
And its sibeh sehh .
Hais . thats it bahh .
cya guys :D

Hello everyone .
1st time i'm blogging . hahas .
still a noob at it .

Start from today bahh .
She's finally attached yeahh . hahas .
Wish her well and long lasting .
Although it diddn't feel great .
But i guess if she's happy ,
I would be happy too .

To her*
If you read my blog .
I wanna say i'm really sorry ,
For all that i'hv said and done .
Hate me if you want .
I dont blame you .
Only myself for everything.
It's all my fault in th first place .
Sorry girl , takecare's .

And to Lipkang:
Thanks for being there and listening to me.
I may have shown you abit of attitude .
Sorry too yeahhs .
And i'm realy gratefull ffor you being there when i'm down .
And your forgivement on th past .
All that i did to you ,
Be it harmfull or whatever.
Really a big thanks bro :D

Kay bahh . post till here .
Going mervyn house drink bercardi now :D 1879 de .
Moodless now yea.
&.sorry to all if i had shown attitude .

Bye ~