Hello's all .
long time since i post .
35days gone by .
time fly's fast ,
but everything seems so vivid .
just like happen only ytd uh .
hmmm's ,..
start from last saturday ?
caught a last min movie at 1130pm ?
'night at th museum 2 '
nice show though .
ended around 1.30am ?
went home around 2.30 .
then on sunday,
met jon and aunty lucy ,
went for dinner at near katong there ?
don't know where th place ==''
after that went to siglap road meet Jon friends .
sit down chat chat ,
smoke smoke .
after that went to one of their house ?
at upper east coast road yah .
played poker .
took around 1 hour to finish a round of dealer ,
hahas .
quite fun .
head over to a pub later on ?
watch EPL ,
sibeh dulan uhh .
drink&. drink&. drink ,
smoke&. smoke&. smoke ,
play&. play&. play ,
fuck&. fuck&. fuck .
at around 2/3 + am ?
headed home in cab .
woah ,
th cab fare fucking chor uh ==''
nvm bout it .
quite fun though .
slept and woke up tdy morning ?
around 10 headed off to th temple ,
for th prayer ,
5th 7 yah ..
another 2 weeks 49 days already ,
haiis.
flashbacks and all keep going over and over again .
and till here ..
D:
Tuesday, May 26
Saturday, May 9
1)Are you really ready for 111 questions?- Do't take up much of my time can le luhh .
2)Was your last real relationship a mistake?- Forgotten who le .
3)Do you love your friends?- expect for lj kia
4)Who did you last say “I love you” to?- Mian huanlo
5)Do you regret it?- regret your mum
6)Have you ever been depressed?- think so
7)Are you a boy or girl?- i got 2 sotong balls and a sausage .
8)What is your relationship status?- Single luh .
9)How do you want to die?- D.I.P luh .
10)What did you last eat?- Kentucky Fried Chicken
11)Played any sports?- basketball uh
12)Do you bite your nails ?- Nope
13)When was your last physical fight?- Goodboy don't fight .
14)Who are your best friends?- I know can le (:
15)Do you have an attitude?- No attitude not call Aaron luh
16)Do you like someone?- yah . My dad .
17)What is your real name?- Aaron Koh .
18)Do you like this quiz?- Ki hong gan . lj ques .
19)Are you gonna get high later ?- when your mother rub my dick uh .
20)Do you hate anyone at the moment?- Lack of hatred uh
21)Do you miss someone?- yeah . My father
22)Twirl or cut your spaghetti?- Suck it .
23)Do you tan a lot?- no . if not become sio ter like ABEL uh .
24)Have any pets?- Nope
25)How exactly are you feeling?- Dulan luh . lj quiz .
26)Ever eaten food in a car while someone or yourself is driving?- dumb ques
27)Ever made out in the bathroom?- with your mum .
28)Would you take any of your ex-es back?- maybe , if they ask uh .
29)Are you scared of spiders?- nope.
30)Would you go back in time if you were given the chance?- Definately . No erase off all misery .
31)Do you regret anything from your past?- regretted everything i did .
32)What are your plans for this weekend?- Go geylang pio kuay relax .
33)Do you want to have kids?- Yup, but not yao siew kia .
34)Did you ever kiss someone whose name starts with an M?- think not bahh .
35)Do you type fast?- depends .
36)Do you have piercings?- Don't have la , obviously .
37)Want any more?- yah , maybe on my dick ?
38)Can you spell well?- Of cause , i'm well-educated .
39)Do you miss anyone from your past?- yes. My dad .
40)What are you craving right now?- to see my father again .
41)Ever been to a bonfire party ?- your lampa on fire uh .
42)Who is your first love?- my heart is dead .
43)Have you ever been on a horse?- yes .
44)Kissed someone in a pick up truck?- never la .
45)Have you ever broken someone’s heart?- no . i'm kind hearted .
46)Have you ever been cheated on?- Only i cheat ppl .
47)Have you made a boyfriend/girlfriend cry?- I not that heartless .
48)Do you love your bf?- no feelings .
49)Would you live with someone without marrying them?- just for fuck .
50)What should you be doing ?- piqqing la .
51)What’s irritating you right now?- my dick . itchy uh .
52)Have you ever liked someone so much that it hurt?- yeah .
53)Does somebody love you?- everyone love's me :X
54)What is your favorite colour ?- my life is dull .
55)Have you ever changed clothes in a vehicle?- yeah.
57)Do you have trust issues?- of cause.
60)Do you have a good relationship with your parents?- i dnt have affair with either my parents.
62)Do you believe your most recent ex thinks about you?- of cause . they should be daily .
63)Who was the last person you cried in front of?- my father
64)Do you give out second chances too easily?- See how uh .
65)Is it easier to forgive or forget?- forgive who ? wont forget my father .
66)Is this year the best year of your life?- NO . DEFINATELY NOT .
67)What was your child hood nickname?- no idea .
68)Have you ever walked outside completely naked?- yeah . when your whole family die uh perharps .
70)Do you believe everything happens for a reason?- no reason how got things happen.
71)What is the last thing you did before you went to bed last night?- MUSTERBED
73)What is bothering you?- Many things running through my mind now uh .
74)Have you ever been out of your province?- only from my mama womb .
75)Do you play the Wii?- you buy gimme la ?
76)Are you listening to music right now?- yah . to entertain me from tis quiz .
77)Do you like Chinese food?- if not i not chinese luh .
78)Do you know your father's birthday?- YES ! ALWAYS WILL REMEMBER .
79)Are you afraid of the dark?- Afraid your ass ..
80)Is cheating ever okay?- when did cheating was ever okay .
81)Are you mean?- i already said . i'm a kind soul .
82)Can you keep white shoes clean ?- can , dont wear lo .
84)Do you believe in true love?- maybe .
88)Do you like the outside?- what fuck talking you .
89)Are you currently bored?- Arbuuden
90)Do you wanna get married?- who dosent ? other then monks and nuns la .
91)Is it cute when a boy/girl calls you baby?- speciallity .
92)Are you hungry?- Yeah..
93)Have you ever made out for more than a half hour straight?- yah . with your family members.
94)What makes you happy?- when your mum blow for me ?
95)Would you change your name?- No , my father give me th name .
96)Ever been to Alaska?- yeah . in my dreams maybe .
98)Do you watch the news?- no . see newspaper only .
99)What’ s your zodiac sign?- LEO !
100)Do you like Subway?- yeah .
101)Would it be hard to kiss the last person you kissed?- i lost th chace to kiss my father th last time .
103)Do you talk like your friends?- when mimickingluh .
105)Have you ever seen someone you knew & purposely avoided them?- Yeah
106)Do you have a friend of the opposite sex who you can act your complete self around?- dnt knw, ask your mum stand in front of me try uh .
107)Who was the last person of the opposite sex you talked to?- LIPKANG , TALKING TO HIM NOW .
108) Does it matter if your boyfriend/girlfriend smokes?- persude them not to smoke much .
109) Who’s the last person you had a deep conversation with?- pshyologist .
110) Favourite lyrics right now?- many uh .
111)Can you count to one million?- yeah . if after counting my father would come back luh . i will definately do it.
2)Was your last real relationship a mistake?- Forgotten who le .
3)Do you love your friends?- expect for lj kia
4)Who did you last say “I love you” to?- Mian huanlo
5)Do you regret it?- regret your mum
6)Have you ever been depressed?- think so
7)Are you a boy or girl?- i got 2 sotong balls and a sausage .
8)What is your relationship status?- Single luh .
9)How do you want to die?- D.I.P luh .
10)What did you last eat?- Kentucky Fried Chicken
11)Played any sports?- basketball uh
12)Do you bite your nails ?- Nope
13)When was your last physical fight?- Goodboy don't fight .
14)Who are your best friends?- I know can le (:
15)Do you have an attitude?- No attitude not call Aaron luh
16)Do you like someone?- yah . My dad .
17)What is your real name?- Aaron Koh .
18)Do you like this quiz?- Ki hong gan . lj ques .
19)Are you gonna get high later ?- when your mother rub my dick uh .
20)Do you hate anyone at the moment?- Lack of hatred uh
21)Do you miss someone?- yeah . My father
22)Twirl or cut your spaghetti?- Suck it .
23)Do you tan a lot?- no . if not become sio ter like ABEL uh .
24)Have any pets?- Nope
25)How exactly are you feeling?- Dulan luh . lj quiz .
26)Ever eaten food in a car while someone or yourself is driving?- dumb ques
27)Ever made out in the bathroom?- with your mum .
28)Would you take any of your ex-es back?- maybe , if they ask uh .
29)Are you scared of spiders?- nope.
30)Would you go back in time if you were given the chance?- Definately . No erase off all misery .
31)Do you regret anything from your past?- regretted everything i did .
32)What are your plans for this weekend?- Go geylang pio kuay relax .
33)Do you want to have kids?- Yup, but not yao siew kia .
34)Did you ever kiss someone whose name starts with an M?- think not bahh .
35)Do you type fast?- depends .
36)Do you have piercings?- Don't have la , obviously .
37)Want any more?- yah , maybe on my dick ?
38)Can you spell well?- Of cause , i'm well-educated .
39)Do you miss anyone from your past?- yes. My dad .
40)What are you craving right now?- to see my father again .
41)Ever been to a bonfire party ?- your lampa on fire uh .
42)Who is your first love?- my heart is dead .
43)Have you ever been on a horse?- yes .
44)Kissed someone in a pick up truck?- never la .
45)Have you ever broken someone’s heart?- no . i'm kind hearted .
46)Have you ever been cheated on?- Only i cheat ppl .
47)Have you made a boyfriend/girlfriend cry?- I not that heartless .
48)Do you love your bf?- no feelings .
49)Would you live with someone without marrying them?- just for fuck .
50)What should you be doing ?- piqqing la .
51)What’s irritating you right now?- my dick . itchy uh .
52)Have you ever liked someone so much that it hurt?- yeah .
53)Does somebody love you?- everyone love's me :X
54)What is your favorite colour ?- my life is dull .
55)Have you ever changed clothes in a vehicle?- yeah.
57)Do you have trust issues?- of cause.
60)Do you have a good relationship with your parents?- i dnt have affair with either my parents.
62)Do you believe your most recent ex thinks about you?- of cause . they should be daily .
63)Who was the last person you cried in front of?- my father
64)Do you give out second chances too easily?- See how uh .
65)Is it easier to forgive or forget?- forgive who ? wont forget my father .
66)Is this year the best year of your life?- NO . DEFINATELY NOT .
67)What was your child hood nickname?- no idea .
68)Have you ever walked outside completely naked?- yeah . when your whole family die uh perharps .
70)Do you believe everything happens for a reason?- no reason how got things happen.
71)What is the last thing you did before you went to bed last night?- MUSTERBED
73)What is bothering you?- Many things running through my mind now uh .
74)Have you ever been out of your province?- only from my mama womb .
75)Do you play the Wii?- you buy gimme la ?
76)Are you listening to music right now?- yah . to entertain me from tis quiz .
77)Do you like Chinese food?- if not i not chinese luh .
78)Do you know your father's birthday?- YES ! ALWAYS WILL REMEMBER .
79)Are you afraid of the dark?- Afraid your ass ..
80)Is cheating ever okay?- when did cheating was ever okay .
81)Are you mean?- i already said . i'm a kind soul .
82)Can you keep white shoes clean ?- can , dont wear lo .
84)Do you believe in true love?- maybe .
88)Do you like the outside?- what fuck talking you .
89)Are you currently bored?- Arbuuden
90)Do you wanna get married?- who dosent ? other then monks and nuns la .
91)Is it cute when a boy/girl calls you baby?- speciallity .
92)Are you hungry?- Yeah..
93)Have you ever made out for more than a half hour straight?- yah . with your family members.
94)What makes you happy?- when your mum blow for me ?
95)Would you change your name?- No , my father give me th name .
96)Ever been to Alaska?- yeah . in my dreams maybe .
98)Do you watch the news?- no . see newspaper only .
99)What’ s your zodiac sign?- LEO !
100)Do you like Subway?- yeah .
101)Would it be hard to kiss the last person you kissed?- i lost th chace to kiss my father th last time .
103)Do you talk like your friends?- when mimickingluh .
105)Have you ever seen someone you knew & purposely avoided them?- Yeah
106)Do you have a friend of the opposite sex who you can act your complete self around?- dnt knw, ask your mum stand in front of me try uh .
107)Who was the last person of the opposite sex you talked to?- LIPKANG , TALKING TO HIM NOW .
108) Does it matter if your boyfriend/girlfriend smokes?- persude them not to smoke much .
109) Who’s the last person you had a deep conversation with?- pshyologist .
110) Favourite lyrics right now?- many uh .
111)Can you count to one million?- yeah . if after counting my father would come back luh . i will definately do it.
Tuesday, May 5
hello's all uh .
thanks all for th tagging uh .
will try to cheer up yeah.
but it's hard yah .
hais .
14days already ....
went to tamp today ,
with mama and didi .
had dinner at seol garden .
and caught a movie after that .
X-men origins - wolverine .
hais .
during th movie ,
i've been wondering much ,
whens th last time i caught a movie with my father ?
it's been like years already since th whole family watch a movie together
hais ..
really miss you much .
feel so lost without you ,
yearn to hear your voice ,
and hitting me .
..
mama bought 6 perfumes uh .
$250 eh ,
2 for me .
hahas .
hais uh ,
don't know what to do .
can't seem to concentrate in everything i do .
gotta go checkup tomorrow uh.
had an appointment .
in th morning 9.30 .
sian uh ,
don't really know what to say already.
cya guys ..
thanks all for th tagging uh .
will try to cheer up yeah.
but it's hard yah .
hais .
14days already ....
went to tamp today ,
with mama and didi .
had dinner at seol garden .
and caught a movie after that .
X-men origins - wolverine .
hais .
during th movie ,
i've been wondering much ,
whens th last time i caught a movie with my father ?
it's been like years already since th whole family watch a movie together
hais ..
really miss you much .
feel so lost without you ,
yearn to hear your voice ,
and hitting me .
..
mama bought 6 perfumes uh .
$250 eh ,
2 for me .
hahas .
hais uh ,
don't know what to do .
can't seem to concentrate in everything i do .
gotta go checkup tomorrow uh.
had an appointment .
in th morning 9.30 .
sian uh ,
don't really know what to say already.
cya guys ..
Sunday, May 3
haiss ..
13days since you're gonee .
i really miss you damn much .
misses those time ,
when i step into koufu ,.
and th fear i would have see-ing you there .
but now whenever i go there
i wnt have those feeling anymore .
how i wish i would stilll can be scared of seeing you there .
but now ..
hais .
i know you really care for me.
those times you send me to school on your bike .
how i wish you could ssend me to school daily now .
i would rather you scold and control me
but now .
you're gone ....
times when you protect me from harm
times you when down to my school and fight for my rights .
i really miss you much .
everyday i go home now ,
i would not see you anymore .
i really wish ,
how i really wish,
i would be scolded by you now ,
hit me ,
cook for me
and bring me out .
i really regret it much now .
now and then ,.
i kept thnking .
if i really did insist on not going school that day ,
maybe all this wouldnt have happen .
or have i really insist on going home from school
but mr teng said he could not contact you so i could not go home .
kinda fucking hate him now .
but i know,
saying all this is of no use now .
hais .
went out today with jon and aunt .
had lunch at crystal jade .
after that walk around .
went to topman .
got a jeans , $83 .
heart pain uh .
but my aunt pay fer me .
haha .
my brother better uh .
gotten a lego worth $150 .
and a DS $270 .
all my aunt bought for him .
kinda pity my brother .
still abit innocent
although his abit guailan ,
but i know he misses my father more then i do ,
hais .
dnt really know what to do now .
only can lead a day after another .
.. hais ..
13days since you're gonee .
i really miss you damn much .
misses those time ,
when i step into koufu ,.
and th fear i would have see-ing you there .
but now whenever i go there
i wnt have those feeling anymore .
how i wish i would stilll can be scared of seeing you there .
but now ..
hais .
i know you really care for me.
those times you send me to school on your bike .
how i wish you could ssend me to school daily now .
i would rather you scold and control me
but now .
you're gone ....
times when you protect me from harm
times you when down to my school and fight for my rights .
i really miss you much .
everyday i go home now ,
i would not see you anymore .
i really wish ,
how i really wish,
i would be scolded by you now ,
hit me ,
cook for me
and bring me out .
i really regret it much now .
now and then ,.
i kept thnking .
if i really did insist on not going school that day ,
maybe all this wouldnt have happen .
or have i really insist on going home from school
but mr teng said he could not contact you so i could not go home .
kinda fucking hate him now .
but i know,
saying all this is of no use now .
hais .
went out today with jon and aunt .
had lunch at crystal jade .
after that walk around .
went to topman .
got a jeans , $83 .
heart pain uh .
but my aunt pay fer me .
haha .
my brother better uh .
gotten a lego worth $150 .
and a DS $270 .
all my aunt bought for him .
kinda pity my brother .
still abit innocent
although his abit guailan ,
but i know he misses my father more then i do ,
hais .
dnt really know what to do now .
only can lead a day after another .
.. hais ..
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