Good &.bad things come to an end .

Hais .
th things i dread most has come .
why is all this thing happening ?
another path of life has enlighten in front of me .
funeral ended today .
body send to crematation.
hais .
really tiring this few days .
was shocking for me on tuesday .
i was th first handed who witness my father death ,
and i was one of th reason to cause this to happen .
i'm not sure about his last breath .
as they told me i was with him till th last breath .
but as far as i know
his already gone by then .
i was stunt and shock .
everything come to a halt at that moment .
i really don't know what to do .
everyday i have to force a smile out when friends attended my funeral .
and every night of th funeral
i broke down in tears terribly .
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爸爸
我知道你所做的一切都是为我的好
我很对不起你
我知道我曾经不听你的话
还苍苍和你顶嘴。
现在后悔也来不及了。
我知道你很不象看到我这样。
可是我真的忍不足的掉泪。
我答应你我会好好读书。
乖乖的不再给妈妈添麻烦。
你安心地走吧。
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i'm really sorry .
regretness,
remorseful,
guiltyness.
i know saying all this and feeling all this is of no use now.
what i've got to do is pick up and continue with life.
i've still got a brother and mother to takecare of .

but where can i find th courage?
to pick myself up ?
and really move ahead with life ?

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GI ANG KUN .

HUAT AH !

AW AR AW ,

3 6 9,

WANSUI !

Boring boring ~~

busy this few weeks uh ,
sians .
caught 17again on friday .
hahas .
quite a nice show .
sat when to chalet .
not really that fun uh .
injured much too .
sunday rot whole day .
and had interview on monday .
hahas .
went to Polar at terminal 2 .
went all th way there just for th interview ==
bus there with Jordy and Guoping ,
they told that we will be call-ed latest by wedsday .
hope they would call yeahh .

exam's are round th corner .
haven't been able to catch up much in class .
totally lost man .
dont even know a single thing for exams .
nevertheless ,
still trying hard to try passing my MYE .
gotten 2 0's for my common test alrdy .
and fail th rest only managing to pass 1 subject uh .
pathetic man .

wish for better days ahead uh ?
GDluck all for MYE :D

Ziling here .
Aaron blog rotting soon hur !

To spammer ,
If you have th guts t spam , have th guts t write your name .
How old are you alr ?
Don't your parents teach you t respect people ?
Or your parents didn't give you go school fr education sibo ?
Well , if you don't , let me teach you then .
Please lah , weather you're a girl or boy , i don't care .
Don't be ashame of th name your parents give you .
Your parents gave you name is t let people know , and not fr you t be ashame of it .
Or you don't even respect them ? No manners at all !
Don't be humji lah , typing and scolding behing th computer , be more mature -.-
You want jiu go meet aaron lah , and scold in front of his face .
I bet you don't even dare , haha .
Only childish people like you would do this kind of immature things , which one small kids would do ?
Seriously , stop spamming when you don't dare t put your name , humji gao !
& stop saying things when you don't even know .
How you know he is poor , homeless ? -.-
NO EVIDENCE = STFU !
His not guilty of anyt that his did not do .
And i don't think he have th need t explain with you , cos explaning t you is a waste of time .
-
& this warning goes t who have thought of spamming him
Spam with guts , with your name , if not don't spam .
& he alr , put his msn there . go add and scold lah , or else don't spam .
Don't humji , really buey gey yan small kids like you .
Talk till wu ling wu hor , but then don't dare come out talk -.-

Ziling here ! :D
Helping that stupid lazy aaron t post his blog .
As i promised t post fr him , if he never post fr one day .
He like so fking lazy hur ? Hah .
Don't know why his so lazy .
Mayb his a pig ? Or mayb worse ? WAHAHAHA :DD
Btw Aaron aye aaron , quit smoking lah dey .
I'm now trying t quit alr , so you must also quit yeah .
Smoking bad fr health -.-
Imagine , if you continue smoking , when you're old or even when you're just about 20-30 years old , you tio lung cancer , brain cancer , kidney failure , heart attack ? More worse smoking will makes you look old , and your teeth yellowish , and gums will bleeed !
Then that time , you will really looks like LAOAHPEK ler .
Aiya , don't think that i'm cursing you , i'm just stating th fact yeah (:
HAHAHA , be a good boy and heed my advice :D
Shall stop here alr , tired t type ler .
Aaron remember hor , MUST QUIT , or at least just buy 2 packet of cigrette per week .

hello's all ((:

ytd and today was not a very GOOD day for me =='
met lipkang at 7+ downstairs to smoke that time,
wearing my hair band .
then i wanted to go to inside th lift th mirror .
as i was making it .
th door suddenly close .
i thought it won't go up ==.
suddenly , th lift started moving .
lols . i was shock .
lipkang told me he keep praying th lift go up .
bastard siaa!
lol .
then today climb out school gate with guanli .
we climb th front gate .
lols . right beside security post ,
infront of general office .
lols . kamgong right?
hahas . my idea .
2hours after we climb out ,
then they notice ==''
cock sia th school ==
then i was at douby gourt then .
friends were calling me .
saying announcement were made to look for us .
i quickly rush back to pasir ris then to meet guanli and head to school tgt.
and when i tap my ez-link ,
i thought i can pass.
then when i walk
the thing close then hit my there
==''
pain sia .
then lk keep laughing like cb
==. paiseh bodoh .
went back school and got caning .
bo lak sa la .
lols .
hahas .
then th guanli like so funny la ==''
act cute sia he .
sian .
today went training too .
wah so long nvr go training and attend pe .
my stamina decrease like fuck .
run one round tired liao .
dnt say 1 round la. half a round ==''
fuckup man .
shaggg la now.


-&.tell me whaatta do ?

What i've down ?

yet another day .
haiis .
been thinking much today .
what have i been doing all this while ?
its it worthwhile getting into troubles?
is it really fun to be a nuisance?
is this th life of what i really wanted?
all those mistakes that i've done.
is it possible for time to replace it ?
i'm really down .
broken down into pieces ?
hais .
chatted a long while with Angus today .
seriously ,
we always say 1 things and do another.
but this time ,
we really sort our thinkings out .
tears were about to roll down ,
but i control it .
i dont wanna be that useless .
thinking bout all this .
what have i really achieve all this while ?
nothing but heavy consequences and price to pay for .
am i really going to carry on like this ?
carry on and land myself into boys home ?
remand prison ?
or what ?
as i smoke ,
every puff i took ,
i'm deep down thinking ,
why have i change .
change so much that i just realise ,
i'm no longer whom i use to be .
from primary school till now.
th past goodboy without any worries and just studying .
to 3years today ,
grown up without using brains at all .
fucking myself hard ,
but whats th use?
i dont seem to listen to those good advice ,
i know what i'm capable of .
i know i can study,
i know i'm able to achieve good results and do my parents proud ,
but i'm totally th oppsite now .
late for school daily?
low attendence in school ?
more shit cases ?
defience?
fighting ?
sleeping in class ?
bullying ?
all that i'm doing now .
landing me in poor results ,
dissapointment to parents ,
and ruining my own future at hand .
i really can't take this longer .
i want to change ,
i know i'm able to do what is expected of me .
but why am i hesitating ?
just whats wrong ?
i know i can think .
think whats good for myself .
seriously.
its not th bad influence i get from those company.
its myself getting influence by them .
reprimanding myself ,
by others,
parents,
teacher .
hais .
maybe ,
what i need is more time .
to really get me stable down .
and really do what i should do .
and till here .
D:

Hellos all.
long time no post huh .
hahas.
Been thinking and through many things this few weeks.
many problems crop out suddenly ,
and fade away in between times.
haiis.
my fine letter come le.
no $$ pay sia ==''
dieeee.
had quite some funn this few days too .
beeen up to alot of mischeif .
HAHAS.
now monday go back school need wait for punishment ==''
stupid el teacher knnbccb pua ji hongan pua yaosiew si orhjiao .
lols .
met alot ppl this few weeks too .
had all th fun and mischeif .
and now .
facing th music ==''
lols .
now talking to one stupid girl.
ZILING TH LAOAHMAAA !!
Hahas .
stupid girl .
cya guyys .