Hais ,
Midnight drinking with Mervyn and Guoping again .
Did not get drunk this time okay !
But after th phone with her this morning ( 2am+)
No comments on what happen next .
This was th first time i reveal everything out what i wanna say to a girl .
I can't imagine that i could actually say it out .
All i wanna say ,
Were said in 34mins 32sec .
Every single thing .
Not even leaving out small little details .
I really dont know what came into me .
Maybe had a drop too much .
Hais .
While saying halfway ,
She asked me ,
'' Are you drunk ?''
My heart shattered at those .
Were she doubting my words ?
I then clearly told her back .
'' I'm still awake ''
I then end the conversation with my 2 sentence ,
Hais ,
It took whole of my courage to say everything ,
But i'm left with no courage to face her after saying .
Sorry girl ,
My fault for saying out all when you are vexed enough .
Hais .
Meeting Abel th cheebye now with th rest .
Might be posting again later .

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