Haishaiss .
sooooo long never blog le .
sian siaa .
dont really feel like .
so many things happen .
good and bad things.
Everyday going to school like never go .
Either late , sleeping in class whole day or pon school .
siannn sia .
my late coming red slip is becoming more and more.
Absconded from all th detentions .
Total around 12 hours bahh ??
lol .
This year like not so smooth lehh .
lost alot money in gambling .
until debt ! wtf?
but clear le .
haiis .
Realise something that makes me fuckup .
From th first day of school till now.
I finally realise i never even learnt a single thing.
teacher teach so far le .
i like havent even started.
Books or everything also lazy buy .
everyday go school would just listen to music and sleep.
every teacher coming in th class confirm screem or knock my table.
lols.
i dont know wtf is happening la .
after from being express drop no normal acad .
i dont seem to be interested in studying anymore .
i completly lost th intrest in it .
dissapointing la . knn .
every smoke smoke slack sleep and play go out do stupid things.
thats my life? fuck manns .
i'm ruining my life by my own hands.
what to do now?
really dont know where to start ?
or pull myself back together and get right back on track.
i'm starting to doubt myself much .
i'm not th past me .
becoming from bad to worst .
fuck luhhhs .
can anyone tell me whatta do ?