A sudden dreamt of you kept my spirits low ,
i never knew this feelings till moments ago ,
time just pass by day my day ,
but everything seems to be happening just yesterday .
I still can't accept th fact that you're gone ,
but there's nothing i could do to but cry alone ..

I just misses you so much ,
&.your sudden gone was just too much for me to take .
I was th first whom witness everything ,
and it all stay vividly on my mind .
I always got this feeling you're somewhere next to me ,
but why won't you just come out and speak to me ?
I'm in a total loss of what to do ,
drinking and drowning sorrows ?
Or maybe just one day ,
i would leave everything behind ,
jump off &.ends my misery,
&.joins you happily .





to her*

consious / uncounsious i may be ,

whenever i hear your voice ,
my heart just soften ,

although just spending a few 15mins with you ,
my heart totally melted ,

every moments looking into your eye's ,
my heart started to feel for you ,

&whenever i started remeniscing,
my heart was filled of you ,

&thats when i know ,
i'm gradually falling for you .
♥